In today’s procrastinating I’m wondering who Judson was in history. I mean he was the first Librarian, an immortal like Jenkins, and I’m kinda assuming he took on a different name just like Jenkins.

Jenkins was Galahad. The villain in season one was Duloque (Lancelot) and Morgan le Fay made an appearance. We saw a little of the Lady of the Lake and of course Excalibur is a big deal. Duloque wanted to wind back the clock to when magic ruled the world – the time of Camelot. Is it much of a leap to think that the library was formed after the fall of Camelot?

I’ve said before that I think the library has more people tied to it than the ones we’ve seen, in immortality terms anyway. Otherwise how are Jenkins and Duloque immortal? I do think that tethering and the immortality component are not the same. You have to be immortal to tether but can be immortal without tethering (being the moral anchor).

My pet theory is that Judson was Percival. He was the original knight who searched for the holy grail (before Galahad ‘took over’) which is a nice thematic nod to how Jenkins took over management of the library after Judson.

Jenkins said that Merlin’s powers were fearsome. I can’t remember if I’ve posted here my theory that they discovered how to become immortal after Merlin’s death or not. I sort of headcanon that if Merlin had still been alive then it would never have happened, and maybe Camelot wouldn’t have fallen. I figure that maybe due to finding the grail, they magic-up a way to be immortal and then Lancelot makes his play to be King of the world. Arthur is killed, Camelot is consumed by war, with magic getting thrown around so many civilians are killed as the knights choose sides.

I know Flynn said that magic was drained off into artifacts but that never made sense to me. Ley lines, magic, is part of the Earth and therefore should renew themselves. The stone was referred to as a lock, with the sword being the key. What if instead of magic slowly disappearing, instead someone locked it away? Maybe it was even Arthur and the strain killed him. That would have ended the war, as there wouldn’t be all that magic to throw around anymore. That would also explain why the library was formed “to keep magic out of bad guys hands” – the only magic left in the world, aside from the trickle that kept them immortal etc. was in the artifacts.

Judson hoarded them like a dragon, content to just keep them out of Duloque’s hands. Jenkins saw no harm in research because maybe he was a “hope for the best, prepare for the worst” kinda guy. Should things ever go wrong, it’s better to have a few tricks up the sleeve. He didn’t have the power to put anything into action (like the magic door) until magic returned to the world, but then stuff like that wouldn’t be needed unless magic was around once more. Dangerous times, desperate measures.

Now I always wondered how come Flynn didn’t know Jenkins when that librarian from the past, Darrington Dare, did and Jenkins said “pleasure to serve you once again sir” which comes back to what I said about the annexes yesterday. Darrington Dare was Sherlock Holmes era. Jenkins went to parties with Dorian Gray which was about the same time – they were in London. So what if back then Jenkins was at the annex in London?

For an immortal 10 years is probably the blink of an eye and Jenkins was very much “librarians die, we go through them like tissues” at the beginning of the series. Also it’s like Eve said to Nicole Noone “you’ve spent your life saying goodbye”, it must be hard for an immortal to get close to people because they die. Jenkins took some time away from the library in Shakespeare’s time, and perhaps isolating in the Oregon annex was another time-out.

Which means that for today I just have one question left. If there are annexes, especially a lot of annexes around the world, why did Flynn not know about them? Is that because they got closed/shuttered mostly with the advent of jet travel? Enquiring minds want to know.

I really need to write rather than just stare at my writing document *judges self*

Here is the last line I wrote on Thursday

“She was a professor, she would be up for tenure soon, she knew the importance of keeping her cool but if this illiterate self-centered son of a baboon said one more thing…

*takes a bit of fake chocolate*

Let’s do this thing!

So today I wound up obsessing over organising my music collection rather than writing *rolls eyes at self*

Now I’m watching The Librarians again and today’s thought is about the annex.

When the library was set up the world was smaller or very big depending on point of view. They didn’t have ships to cross oceans and they definitely didn’t have planes. Even just a hundred years ago it took weeks to cross from Europe to the US.

The library was anchored to New York though I do remember them saying it moved around, being located in the dominant (and therefore presumably the safest) country. The annex is in Oregon on the opposite coast but still top of the country.

So is there an annex in California? Florida? Colorado? Is there one in Canada? How about South America? Australia? Every country on Earth? Do the annexes move? I mean the one on the show has an entrance in a bridge and that isn’t all that old, or is that annex just more newly established? How are new annexes set up?

Also if Jenkins was working at the annex on his research why is the entrance so dusty? I know as an immortal he doesn’t have to eat but I’m presuming he occasionally would want to stretch his legs. Was there a side entrance? I’m presuming the backdoor through the tree was a later addition as it led into the library itself.

Enquiring minds want to know.

I actually wrote some words today *falls over in surprise*

Whether I make Fanfic Friday, for the first time since declaring I would do it *rolls eyes at self* depends on whether I write more words tomorrow as the fic isn’t finished yet.

Still progress. It’s something. Not much and not enough but better than nothing. I will crack this 20-odd month writing slump yet! She says, hopefully, with determination but a slight hint of doubt. Scary business this trying hard.

Anyway I’m starving which is probably why I’m no longer being productive in any fashion whatsoever. I should go get dinner rather than sit here thinking “I’m hungry” – does anyone else do that? It’s kinda not helpful hehe.

First Lines

First Line Challenge

I stole this off someone else’s blog because cool 🙂

RULES: List the first lines of the last ten stories you published. Look to see if there are any patterns that you notice yourself, and see if anyone else notices any! Then tag some friends.

So in reverse order…

1) Ghost of a Memory “It’s the only way.” (Garcy, Timeless)

2) Time‘I have no doubt that you will find him’ (Jemma, Agents of Shield)

3) The Wedding Job – Lacey smiled softly at Gold as he guided her down the aisle. (Rumbelle, Once)

4) I Believe My Heart – Henry had thought he was immune to pain. (GlassBeliever, Once)

5) Miracles Happen – Rumplestiltskin took a deep breath as he climbed out of the drivers seat of the rental car. (Rumbelle, Once)

6) True Love Ways ‘What makes it even better, today our story starts anew…’ (Rumbelle, Once)

7) Bright Lights – It was a guilty pleasure, and not anything she would ever admit to any of her colleagues, but Belle was quite fond of spy movies. (Rumbelle, Once)

8) Dream Come True – Belle paused and took a lungful of crisp mountain air. (Rumbelle, Once)

9) Costume Party – Work, money, the pursuit of power, had utterly consumed him. (Rumbelle, Once)

10) To Be Loved – In real life there was no such thing as a happy ending. (Rumbelle, Once, NSFW)

Well it seems if I don’t start with a quote, then I start with the name of the character.

Tagging: @mariequitecontrarie, @bookwormchocaholic and @ifishouldvanish

URL Playlist

@ifishouldvanish tagged me for this and wow what a super cool thing! Anyway, the thing was to pick a song for each letter of the URL which makes a playlist. There wasn’t any guideance on how to pick the songs so I did a combination of most played and alphabetically sorting my collection, scrolling and picking the one that jumped out 🙂

G – Get ‘Em Up by Nickelback

A – All the Right Moves by One Republic

L – Light by Sleeping at Last

A – After All by Saving Abel

C – Chasing Tornadoes by Plan Three

T – This is War by 30 Seconds to Mars

I – Into the Nothing by Breaking Benjamin

C – Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

P – Payphone by Maroon 5

I – I Still Burn by Tobias Regner

R – Riptide by Sick Puppies

A – Ain’t No Sunshine by Bill Withers

T – The End is Where We Begin by Thousand Foot Krutch

E – Easier to Run by Linkin Park

S – Same Mistake by James Blunt

Tagging @sarashouldbestudying, @little-inkstone, @bookwormchocaholic, @mariequitecontrarie and @rumple-belle but feel free to ignore if you don’t feel like it. I just thought it looked fun 🙂

#also spelling out my url made me think how much I love it again it was a good choice

Honestly I don’t think I’m cut out for this people thing. There are too many and they are so loud.

And there are still 3 more days this week

#headphones are worlds best invention I swear

I swear my uni has a welcome week building fail every year. Although I suppose two years running isn’t really a pattern *rolls eyes at self*

Last year there was a day of Humanities panels and there was a wasps nest in the room. Rather than find a different room, or reschedule, or even cancel, they just went on anyway. People got stung and everything.

Today I went for an intro lecture and the heating was broken, jammed full on and it was like a sauna in there (quite literally as for sustainability all the walls are wood panelled) and again rather than do anything about it, it was just ignored and a girl fainted.

I know the British stereotype is stiff upper lip, carry on no matter what, so perhaps it’s not very British of me to think they should have done something like move rooms, reschedule or cancel. I do think though that carrying on regardless is crazy and I don’t really understand why they do it. None of the scheduled events were that important.

I’m so insanely stupidly nervous.

Semester starts tomorrow, not classes, it’s an introduction week with admin type stuff. It’s the first day of the course but not my first day at this uni. It’ll be a lot of my classmates first day but I did a foundation year here so I know exactly where I’m going and I’m prepared. I’ve done next weeks reading already, my bag is packed, my clothes are laid out, I’ve triple checked everything I can think of – and I’m still scared! Oh and it’s only 4pm /headdesk

I want it to be tomorrow and yet I really don’t at the same time.

Just ugh!

#anxiety is in overdrive as per usual